went to buy groceries alone just now. well, membeli barang dapur merupakan aktiviti bulanan my father and i.. he past away 1.5 year ago. since then, i dont really follow anyone to buy barang dapur. its just not the same without my father. its like he knows everything about groceries. and we always have this funny game, Teka Harga Semua Barang Dapur untuk Bulan ni? hehe.. i love to shop with him because i can always pau him anything. he would just look at me and smile.. and if its over budget, he'll say, " tengok..tengok.. sapa punya barang mahal sangat nie". hehe. always my stuff yang over =p
pergi beli groceries seorang diri bukanlah idea yang bijak untuk orang yang mahu datang period. emosi menjadi double mengila and i just cant tahan burst into tears everywhere! emo gile time period.. huhu.
i dont know why my mother send me to buy the groceries alone. i want to believe that she's to busy right now because she have 2 family sekarang, but sometimes i think she want me to remind me that my father is gone. wat ever reason, i just dont think its a good idea; asking me to buy groceries by my own when u know it was my monthly activities with my father. its not right.
oh god. i miss him. i miss my father.
i miss his stupid, honest political jokes. i dont have friend to talk to when i comes to politics. i wanna hear my father thoughts about life, politics and people. i miss talking to him.
i take a lot of things for granted. i know, when im in trouble, anywhere, anytime and anyhow my father would come and hold my hand. if i need money at 2 pm, he'll bank it for me without questions. he is always my hero.
pergi beli groceries seorang diri bukanlah idea yang bijak untuk orang yang mahu datang period. emosi menjadi double mengila and i just cant tahan burst into tears everywhere! emo gile time period.. huhu.
i dont know why my mother send me to buy the groceries alone. i want to believe that she's to busy right now because she have 2 family sekarang, but sometimes i think she want me to remind me that my father is gone. wat ever reason, i just dont think its a good idea; asking me to buy groceries by my own when u know it was my monthly activities with my father. its not right.
oh god. i miss him. i miss my father.
i miss his stupid, honest political jokes. i dont have friend to talk to when i comes to politics. i wanna hear my father thoughts about life, politics and people. i miss talking to him.
i take a lot of things for granted. i know, when im in trouble, anywhere, anytime and anyhow my father would come and hold my hand. if i need money at 2 pm, he'll bank it for me without questions. he is always my hero.
its not fun to be like this.
i miss my ayah. but im not sure, do you miss me too ayah?
life is more than this. is not just you, its more. just more.
i miss my ayah. but im not sure, do you miss me too ayah?
life is more than this. is not just you, its more. just more.
2 comments:
Im sure he miss you sayang~ I miss your father too~ u r now crying am i right? just blow it away.
I'll be back soon~~ I miss you so much! Sayang ko do~
sayang kamu juga. muah muah.
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