philophobia

my love life is absolutely not in fire. It was, until one day i feel that love never last and i have to find other ways to make it alone. just like in paramore famous lyric, you are my exception;
i've always lived like this,
keeping a comfortable distance,
and up until now i had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness
because none of it was ever worth the risk

...true, none of it was ever worth the risk.

but hey, i'm just human. meeting new people is actually quite fun. so i raze the wall and hangout with this guy. it turn out to be...

A DISASATER!!!!!
CATASTROPHE!!!!!!
A TRAGEDY!!!!!!

tak tahu nak cakap apa lagi.. seriously teruk. can't get any worse.

one fine day, i bump into this new info. Philophobia; which is when you are afraid of love failing .

am i having that?