What was i thinking?

The first thing my bestfriend told me is, "Nad, don't play with fire".
and i, should listen.

If i don't pick up the phone like i use to
Don't you take it personal
If i don't do all the things that i use to do
I ain't mad at you
I just needed time to clear my mind and ask myself
There was once a time i blame myself for what was wrong
Finally i opened my eyes.