When the pieces don't fit anymore.

My bestfriend, sid posted this today.

To be honest, it was a heartbreaking moment for me to read this because i believe that he is, indeed the greatest, cutest, funniest, bongong'est guy i ever meet. seriously. I guess everyone have to wait to get 'the' love. I asked him to wait... and breath. Just breath.

You know, it's hard when it comes to love. It is always hard. I am jealous to see my friends able to stick with the same guy.. like, forever. I am, on the other hand, keep trying and trying and none of them stay. I question myself, "izzit me?". "Am i that pening?"

Well, the questions and idea of me; a pening girl, stick until one day..i kinda give up. So, fuck you boys. Seriously, fuck you. However, this doesn't mean i don't want to fall inlove again but what it means that "fuck you boys. i need a real men, a real dick. i'm tired of small dicks and hesitation".. to honest eh?

Well, i got to admit that sometimes, i do feel lonely. Well, books, cats, solat, bff and a long sleep does help. hehe. but seriously, life is full with excitement, and i don't want to miss any of it. So i save up my money.. travel. Do crazy things.. You jump, i jump! I want to travel. I want to see the world because darling, dunia tidak berpaksi pada kamu seorang sahaja. Go out and have fun =) I am sad because of my failed relationship, i am not proud of any of it. Though, it is a stepping stone for me to be better person.

I am full with mistakes. Stupid mistakes.

But as long as you know what you're doing, then you'll be fine.

"I don't suffer for insanity. I enjoy every moment of it"

Remind me of James Morrison song - the pieces don't fit anymore.

I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz i gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore