ntah.

I love weddings. It's beautiful and you can feel the love around you.. oh yes, i just love weddings! but, it kills me when people keep on asking, "ko dgn sape sekarang nad?" or "ko bila lagi nak nikah nad?". kruk kruk.kruk kruk. sejuta tahun lagi? maybe. ntah.

seriously, I'm 23 and i am still like this; crazy, individualistic, gila tak serious dan malas nak fikir. While others are just to busy with their love life, i seems not to care about it that much. I just, need to breath and to have my own sweet space is good. but, am i taking it to slow?

The thing is that I am not an angel (obviously). I do alot.. i mean, A LOT of stupid things in life that i'm not proud of. When a guy came to me and tell me they like me, i touch his shoulder, smile and say, "you deserve better. get a good girl.. i am to complicated to love" and i walk away. just like that.

You need to know me to love me. Big boobs, mantap butt and super sex skills is not forever. In the end, tetek and buntot akan jatuh.. sex skills dah tak mampu buat sebab dah tua. So, I need more that just all that.

I need a men with patient cause i am makcik makcik.
I need a men with laughter cause it is the best medicine.
I need a men with brain cause i do like to talk about things around me (dunia tak berpaksi pada kamu saja)
I need a men with passion cause its sexy.
I need a men with Iman cause i am full with sengsongan dan kegilaan.
I need a men with skills cause i just need a fucking great sex.

get me?

but still, i do need a men. heih. ntah.