One last chance.

I am still, miserable.

Seriously, i have no one to blame ( i don't have the attention to blame it on anyone pun ). It is all on me. I was hoping for something that seems to be so difficult and impossible to alter; i am, trying to move mountains. I feel sorry for my self and i am totally sorry coz my heart asyik parah berdarah bak gunung berapi merah membara (get it?). but then again, based on Jason mraz song-details in the fabric, he wrote..

"If it's a broken part replace it,
If it's a broken arm then brace it,
If it's a broken heart then face it..."

I am having a broken heart moment (kruk kruk) and i am facing it.. one by one. Hard process. Macam orang tua hilang tongkat. Macam pembawa beca hilang beca. Macam hp takde keypad. Macam mata takde bulu mata. Macam wallet takde duit. Macam hp takde kredit. You guys get it, right?

So, the point is.. i am facing my own cari pasal heart broken moment. "Nyah, dah kau tahu mamat tu kelantan, perempuan keliling pinggang, nape la ko layan nyah.. hati rabak bai.." kata kawan nyah kepadaku. sentap, kan? SNAP!

Love, gives someone the power to hurt you again and again, but they don't care. Please don't misunderstand what i feel, Cause I've tried but i still don't know why.

Apapun, i have so much fun with my best best best friends.

Ko ada kawan best mcm aku? Takde? padan muke.


One last chance.