kau tahu?

I read this somewhere, "The one who leaves, never remember".. "orang yang tinggalkan kita, takkan ingat".. Well, i kinda this disagree with the quote. I remember.

Well, do you think it's easy to just leave your friends away? Do you think it's easy to delete their facebook account and just block them away? Do you think.. it's easy for me? I cried doing it. but then again, i have too. i just have too.

I know and i am aware that this sound selfish. I know i shouldn't just run away.. but i can't take it anymore. Your life, your story, your fairy tale is to heavy for me to bag it up. I just can't hear it anymore.. It's painful to let you go, but my heart is falling apart and i don't.. i don't want to be in the same old spot like i did years ago.

Tidak pernah senang meninggalkan orang.. lebih lebih lagi orang yang kita sayang dan bermakna dalam hidup. tapi.. kadangkala, hati sakit sangat dan tiada ubat. Maka, pergi lebih baik dari tinggal. dan tinggal tidak pernah menjadi satu pilihan, cuma kepastian.

Tolonglah faham.. susah nak tinggalkan orang.

Bila hati aku sakit, kau tahu?