things that make you feel better.
what makes you feel better? some people love traveling. when they travel, they open their heart, their mind to something new.. something fresh! some people make it simple by collecting stamps.. photography.. write or even better, helping others. it depends on you.. no one gonna force you to do it, no one gonna stop you from doing it. and again, what makes you feel better? take your time and think.. you might find it interesting~ =)
well, as for me.. i love to mengemas, tidy it!.. to be honest, i am not a girl that really enjoy doing house work. i hate moping.!! i hate washing dishes.!! but i love mengemas =) it makes me remember things that i forget. my past.. my ups and down.. my frenz.. =)
today, the whole crazy long fasting day. i've been doing this crazy thing; mengemas store yang sangat horror. it takes me 6 hours, non-stop action! me.. alone. well.. with a very lil mini help from my small brother. heih~ but he end up sleeping!! urghh.. but that's okay. i'm enjoying it every second of my life =) the best part of it is i found things about my late ayah. his old pic.. his old stuff.. his "pengetahuan sex" books.. funny ^,^ but in the middle of it, i stop and cry for awhile. i miss him so much. so much. too much. but my crazy feelings keep me going! i am so eager to mengemas because manalah tahuu.. ayah sorok harta karun ke.. hehe. lalala~~ then waalllaa.... i found a box... taaarrrraaa.....~~ my dad balut it like so kemas.. i was so mesmerize and when i open it.. of coz.. books!!! lots and lots of books. funny.. because i know, to my ayah, the real harta karun is books and knowledge =) my parent studied in bahasa melayu. they like dewa bahasa melayu and you cant mess up with them! poetry.. a samad saad apa ke $%#@#..everything is inside their brain. cannot tipu laa!! so.. i pack their books.. put it nicely in a boxs =) love ayah. hehe. miss ayah. hehe.
it feels like ages pulak mengemas. main msg2 jap dengan my sweet bubu.. then i found my real harta karun... so sweettt..~~ i found my 1st school beg. swan! the best part is, my name is still on it.. OMG... OTK... so sweettttt.. i still remember the day i bought it with my ayah kat lorong jepun, klang. "ayah, adik nak swaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnn...!!!".. funny. i drive my ayah gyle. hehe. then i found my baby besin.. waaaaaa.. and its greennnn.. oh honey buneyyy.... comel gyle...... hehe.
jumpa my ayah's harta karun is cool.. but jumpa my harta karun is a blast! i really love it. then my brother and i found our old picture.. time time gemok.. hahahaa.. astragfirullah'azim... buruk gyle tahap longkang. but still, so sweet. our family has this zaman kegemokan where semua org gemok time tu! my brothers, parent, me.. my sis? tak ingat, tak de dlm pic. huhu =p
you know.. i love mengemas. because i never know what i might found. its like a mystery.. and u know, in the end of it, you will get something valuable that money cant buy. love =) you past =) family =)
well, my mengemas da habis. i tot i will finish it like 5 hari, but i end up siapkan it in a day!! crazy huh?? but i love it. i love it a lot. and i feel better. i feel me. i feel happy =) so, if you slightly off track like me, go and do things that will make you, you again! believe me, you will feel much better.. refresh yourself~ =)
i had a wonderful, tiring day today.. im gonna sleep early.. er.. sleep early? urmm.. and oh, i end up buang 11 bungkusan besar plastik sampah hitam, 3 kotak besar. hehe. cool hu? =)
love yourself, love you family, love your god.
love,
nadia alias
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