Dear all,

My last post was on July 6, 2013. That would be approximately 8 months and  17 days.. damn.

Tiba tiba nak menulis kembali. Jiwa meronta mahu menulis. mahu share. mahu lontarkan kata kata indah dan keji pada blogspot yang berhabuk ni. Harap tak berhabuk dah lepas ni.. Insyallah.

Jom tengok gambar iolss kahwin =)

Nikah = 15 September 2013
Sanding = xx November 2013
* Serious tak ingat.

My family

Faeizan Kassim's family

Us. (Iolss nampak innocent sangattttt)

Sweet mcm gula gula getah kan? Putih mcm putih putih melati kan? =) Alhamdullilah. I'm blessed.

Gambar reception pulaakkk =)

Faeizan Kasim's family.

My family

Pengantin tak sedar diri

Us di Melaka

Melaka family 

Ketiga tiga pelamin.. Nikah, sanding di Klang dan Melaka di reka khas oleh House of Petals. House of Petals ni sebenarnya my geng punya pelamin company. Concept : sweetness overload tikam jantung and minimalist. Do check them out ^.^ 

Orang kuat House of Petals. Kuatkann.. ganteeennggggggg...

Sama gila je dengan aku

Again, 

Love yourself more. Everyday.

Have a rocking amazing fantastic papapa lalala Sunday peeps! *menari*

Okbai.

it's all that matters.

psssttt.. cerita hebat tahun ni.

I am moving to a new company called Transwater (TW) on August 1st. Alhamdullillahhhh.. ^_____^

I am not in the beauty industry anymore, sekarang feeling ala ala berminyak sebab kat company oil and gas. Feeling muka desa giteww... Satu penghijrahan. Moga moga diberkati dan mendapat lebih banyak knowledge and experience di sana. Insyallah.

Well, i have to be honest that leaving Cosmoderm was not easy. I have been working with Cosmoderm for 2.5 years now. I've learnt alot, in terms of business outlook, the crazy creative part, online thingy which is super tiring, the crazy events and all. Yes, i am happy and satisfied that i did and taste it all. Been there, done that. Cosmoderm is indeed a growing company that i believe will grow, grow and will not stop growing sampailah mereka menjadi product NO.1 di dunia. Serious. People who work in Cosmoderm is super gigih and perkasa. Ini perkara serious.

This is how we actually work, tapi pakai tudung.. Islamic gitewww.... hiks.

So yes, my last day with Cosmoderm will be on July 15th, this coming Friday. Again, it was never easy to leave them as they have been apart of my life for 2.5 years. It was not easy. But hey,

The most important thing is to enjoy your life - to be happy - it's all that matters.

Really.

Love yourself more everyday.

Life is either a daring adventure or nothing.

Wow. Template baru @.@ nampak muka batak aku?

Anyway, hellloooo people! Good day my friend. Aku faham, blog aku berhabuk dan banyak kali gak kena pukul dengan peminat menganas suh update blog (WOW kan..)  tolong bayangkan muka over aku.

"Hakak Nadia, hupdate bloggg pleaseeeeeeee..."

disebabkan tak sanggup mata aku berdarah, aku pun aca aca comel and cakap..

"Hokey, hakak hupdate" sambil buat muka buntal mcm ehem di atas. 

Tembak diri sendiri. bang bang!

Eh jap jap.. korang tahu tak Krabi? (please aca aca tak tahu).. Well, i went there last week! Menurut kata pakcik Wikipedia, Krabi 

.. is a town onn the west coast of southern Thailand at the mouth of Krabi River where it empties in Phangnga Bay.

Menurut kata aku, Krabi ...

ialah tempat yang sangat panas, pantai yang cantik, makanan yang agak masin, jumpa orang Jepun poyo budget bagus dan kalau tumbuh jerawat.. nescaya jerawat akan mudah mengecut sebab kulit akan sangat kering dan dehydrated. Serious dowh. Panas dowh. Sila nikmati gambar saya di bawah ya..

Okay, 2 gambar je buat masa sekarang ya.. =p Anyway, i had fun. but i was tiring sebab full activities with the pondans and seriously dehydrated. Nampak tak kaki aku cengkong time aku lompat tuhh?? ^.^

Kesimpulannya ialah :

Adakah saya akan pergi lagi? Yes.

Mengapa? Banyak lagi aktiviti yang tak dapat and tak sempat buat.

Adakah tempat ini bagus untuk honeymoon? Depends. Kalau nak romantik berdua okay kot.. kalau kau tak kesah laki kau dapat FREE tengok tetek mat salleh menglendot kat tepi pantai tuh.. and kamu okay je mat salleh goyang rancak teteks dia kat depan laki kamu. Kalau kamu okay, then okay laa.. Jangan seduuu pulakkkk =p as for me, it is about the activities.. Kalau kamu jenis tak leh duduk diam and nak cuba new activities yang murah, Krabi is good place to start =)

Okay. ayuh cite pasal study pulak.. Feeling suci sikit -.- Seriously, susah nak balance kan semuanya. Aku tahu, aku ni banyak mengeluh.. tapi kadangkala.. mengeluh je yang mampu aku buat. I am trying so hard to balance it all macam jongkang jongket. Korang hingat tak jongkang jongket ngupa macam manaaaa? haiyoo.. seesaw kate omputehnyeee...

Wow! (Tibe tibe)

Kadang kadang rasa berat tercirit bila fikir fasal semua beban. Tapi.. aku yang pilih untuk macamni. Aku yang pilih utk sambung belajar.. untuk bekerja.. untuk bercinta.. untuk menjadi ibu misali kepada 5 miaw.. untuk menjadi anak yang berguna.. untuk nusa.. bangsa.. dan negara. Ya, saya yang pilih dan saya yakin dengan pilihan saya. Cuma kadangkala, badai menimpa.. Kita sebagai hambaNya.. terdiam sekejap menyembah bumi. diam. akur.

but then again, Life is either daring adventure or nothing =)

Last but not least, love. My relationship today is like kapal Titanic. Sometimes its great mcm citer Titanic tuu.. Feeling Kate Winslet jappp..

Motip gambar niii??? Teettttttt...

dan kadang kala aku rasa relationship ni mcm kapal Titanic tengah sink.

You just don't know.

You can be so sure about everything then suddenly you are not sure about anything anymore. Aku rasa ini ialah dugaan.. lebih lebih lagi untuk diri aku.

Doakan yang baik baik.

I really hope the best for you guys. Really. I am sorry tak hupdate.. mungkin sebab iolss tergelumang dengan kancah permodenan dan media sosial dewasa ini.. haaa... Amacammm..??? hahahaa..

Okbai.

Korang tahukan petir sambar setan

Yuhhhooooo.. Korang buat apa hari ni ekkk..  Iolllsss kerja mak datuk oiiii.. Ada event. Lepas iols edit muka kasi flawless, iolss post tok tatapan uolss semua k... tungguuuu..

Anyway, 2013 is around the corner. It's December sudah! Ya Allah.. cepat benar masa berlalu. Tahun depan dah 26 tahun.. Lepas ni kalau ada borang nak kena isi, kena tick kategori umur 25 tahun keatas! Feeling remaja totally gone. Rasa kertu.. reput.. re..re..re..pottttt.. Over kan aku ni.

Apa yang boleh aku imagine ialah, tahun depan will be a very hectic year for me.. insyallah akan tukar status diri (ehem ehem - gatai merenyammm).. insyallah tahun depan berhijrah ke arah yang lebih baik (ehem ehem - feeling Hana Tajimah jap) but still, the same Nadia Alias, Insyallah.. cuma mungkin dulu mulut aku mcm puaka, sekarang aku tukar.. mulut aku mcm petirrrr.. korang tahukan petir sambar setan.. So, kalau korang kena mulut petir aku, maksudnye korang setan sangat.. piak! piak! aku bap bap korang. So, behave semua ya (hamboi).

Hapa?? Cita - cita kau nak jadi Lana Nordin???? Hamboi hamboi hamboi.. Tak boleh, tu cita cita teacher! Biase nieee... (mampu??)

Dear reader, i urge you to start writing your future plan. Remember, be specific yet flexible. If you guys jumpa aku mana mana, do share with me about your plan, would love to listen =)

My plan?

For now, i plan to not say stupid things. I can be very honest and mean. Mungkin dah tiba waktu untuk benar benar senyum dan diam.. 

tapi aku takot hati aku jadi bengkak menahan kata. 

So, berkata atau telan kata?

 ..... i prefer main dengan kucing.

Okbai.

Love yourself everyday people!

Love you.

Gadis Pedasssss

Hallo worllddddddd!!!!!!

 

flip flip rambut sikit..

Kembang kuncup kembang kuncup hidung aku bila kawan baik aku cakap, "Eh nok, kawan aku baca blog kau okayyy.. habis kantoi dia kenal kita semua". Jujur, 5 saat aku rasa mcm aku Veyonce.

"We want more.. We want more.. mau mau mau.. hari hari mau.."

Aku pulak, verangan Veyonce.

Mak bangga uolss nak mak nokkk.. ahhhhhhhh..!! Terima kasih dunia!!

Seriously, thank you for reading =)

So, amacam hidup? ..My life? Old stuff. Still crazy =)

Wei, korang tahu kan aku dah bertunang? Aku rasa lawak pulak sebab seriously, aku yang gila ni bertunang. Anyway, Alhamdullilah, segalanya berjalan dengan lancar. Hot stuff kan aku?? woott woott.. Semua benda buat sendiri wooo.. and simple sesimple simplenye. Tema : putih + traditional + budget. Ada gak yang komen tanya nape putih, nape traditional sgt ko ni..yela, pakai songket.. sanggul mcm org dolu dolu.  Well, aku feeling Mak dara, ko  hadoo?? Non Hadoooo kannn?? Keji kan aku ni. Tapi sebenarnya, time aku beli kain, aku minat songket putih + silver. So, layan je la kan.. kan.. kan.. kan..

Please jangan puji aku hot stuff!!  Kanan ni group dari Cosmoderm yang datang makeup and bagi semangat pada iolss =) Woottt woottt.. yang laki tu, nama dia Daniel, anak ikan kitorang. Okbai.

 Kakak tiri ku keluarkan baby baru, Aina =) Budak ni memang mokmok, 4.4kg time lahir. yes, memang besar. gambar ni time Aina 7 hari kot. Sangat berat, besar, panjang 52cm and bambam okayyy.. Saw her and cry.. so beautiful T_T

 Ok, miaw aku beranak 3 ekor miaw kecik. Dalam almari aku. Layannn..~ Sumpah comel. =) Tiap malam dengar ini budak budak cakar cakar almari.. belum ada suara, baru buka mata tengok dunia. Sumpah comel =)

 I miss these 2 girls! gigirl ke? Hot girlsss : Gadis pedas.  Will be going to Krabi on March with them! Can't wait!!! Dorang kata dorang nak pakai 2 piece. Aku akan publish gambar dorang pakai 2 piece dengan kaki berbulu, tetek tissue. Okbai.

Miss my girlllsssssssss.. Sumpah rasa tua sebab semua busy. Semua kerja + buat Master yang masyaAllah busy and penat. My class are on weekdays, Syarifah every weekend and Etil buat research. Sepak diri masing masing. Piak! Piak!

 Yes, i am still inlove with the same guy, Faeizan Kassim. Takde yang berubah, cuma sekarang dia dah berani korek hidung depan aku. So what's next after this? Just doa perangai dia tak sama dengan abang aku yang suka korek korek, gentel gentel jadi bulat mcm peluru then tembak kat orang or lap kat kusi.. Keji kan?  Keji sebab aku selalu kena tembak!!! Hanjengggg!!!!

  Harini aku terbawak balek aircon remote control office. Terbaik kan. Aku tak tahu macamana benda ni leh ada dalam beg aku.. Pekerja berdedikasi katenyee. mintak boss ipad tak dapat, aku verangan benda ni ipad la kotttt.. Ipad sanggaaatttt.. screen kecikk.. feeling Nokia 3310. Jangan keji okay, aku tahu korang dulu pakai 33sekupang tu.. then up sket, 3315.. Apahal citer pasal benda ni pulakkk????? Anyway, aku terbawak benda ni balek.. aku suspek benda ni ada kaki..

Gadisss okayy remote ni.. Okbai.

Anyway, ni gambar terbaru aku. (perlu ke?) Lengan aku besar sebab aku memang tak suka exercise upper body. Aku rasa sakit tangan, bahu lepas aku buat upper body exercise. So aku tak buat and hasilnya, besar lengan dengan lelemak. Sekian. (Dah tahu besor, pakai baju nampak lengan kannn...) okbai.

Seperti korang sedia maklum, aku ni memang kuat verangan dowh.. Feeling retisssss!! So, aku tanya korang.. urm.. Please.. Korang rasa.. Korang rasa...

Ko rasa aku macam Nicki Minaj tak?????

Ok bai.

Love yourself peeps!

Love you.

Get in, Get it done, Get it done right and Get out!

It's been a while now. I simply did not have the time to write.. somehow facebook and instagram kinda take place to inform .It's easy and straight to the point.. But then again, i am not here to write on social media but i would like to share with you about stuff i've been thru. Please, keep reading.

I've been working for 1.5 year now. There's a lot of ups and downs, happiness, craziness, screaming, shouting and some of them leave, get fired and the rest (including me) just shut and stare. Its been crazy and sometimes it doesn't make sense at all. The great thing is today, i went to a talk/seminar from Stefan Sagmeister, a Grammy Award winner, not once.. but twice for his magnificent design and ideas. Super presentation titled "Can i pursue happiness in design?"

The thing about the seminar was not about being creativity or what so ever.. but mostly about his journey in seeing things differently and to know who you are. I would say that it is not easy to do all that.. Stefan is now 50 years old and he is still learning about himself. What about me? What about all of us?

Its been a while since i did not memuhasabahkan diri sendiri. Mungkin perlu diamkan diri kejap and really, just enjoy the moment. My life is hactic - belajar + kerja + online business + kucing + rumah + bercinta  and to be honest, somehow i kinda jadi demotivated to do shits that i need to do sebab macam tak habis habis je weeiiii.. penatttt dowhhhh... It's not good, i know. Bapak Donald Trump pernah berkata, "If you are stuck in a situation that you don't like.. remember..Get in, Get it done, Get it done right and Get out.." 

So for today, ladies and gentlemen.. Let's be kind to each other. Be thankful =) 

See you later noks!

ps : pehal aku feeling omputeh time tulis niehhh??? 

Lately

Berhabuk blog ni.. bersih bersihkan sikit.

Ha.. okay sikit =) Hello people!! Gila rindu nak menulis.

Lately,

• baru di risik
• mahu tukar kereta dari kelisa --> saga flx (kena pakse tukar)
• dapat pembantu baru, my junior graphic designer =) buliii... hahaha.
• sekarang iolss ada twitter account la weeyyyy.. @nadiaabcdef
• jaga company punye twitter account. add la.. @ilovecosmoderm
• sekarang ada gak instagram @nadiaalias  (wahhh.. hupdate sangat aku ni kannnn..)
• cuba berdeit (cuba je..)
• sambung belajar, buat MASTER in MASSCOM, UiTM shah alam dihatiku
• baru habis semester 1
• berulang alik dari Klang -> subang (kerja) -> KL (faderal and NPE is my bestfriend now)
• dapat rebat rm22 from PLUS. Alhamdullillah
• jemput jemput, majlis tunang + open house is on 9/9/2012 (minggu ke -3 raya)
• kucing beranak 4 ekor. kat umah ada 10 ekor miaw
• last month is my sis's wed. It was great 
• inlove with Batman =)
• sekarang dah upgrade, tukar hp ke HTC one V 
• sedang kumpul duit kahwin
• sedang gedek belajar make up make up. hot la katenye... =p
• still inlove with Faeizan Kasim
• still inlove with my besfriends
• bulan 3 tahun depan pergi Krabi 5hari 4mlm. 

Apa lagi ya.. tu je kot. Stay happy. don't be naughty.. nakal ni.. bap kang.. jangan jadi Lana Nordin =p  

Be happy! Thank you for reading.

Love.

Rindu jadi random.

The best thing jadi remaja dan muda ialah kamu bisa melakukan perkara random tanpa halangan and people, the government or even your own parent will say, "Budak lagi.. baru nak up. Bagi peluang."

Sekarang rasa tua sebab kalau nak keluar, kena tgk schedule dulu. Nak dating, kena tanya badan, "Badan badan, larat tak g dating lepas keje + kelas?".. or even worst, tak larat nak g karaoke 4,5 jam lagi macam dulu. and yes, pukul 12 ialah waktu tamat segala hal. Katil memanggil, badan lemah, mata lebam dan bye bye..

Terasa tua.

Rindu jadi random.

Berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul

This is the 1st time ever I took a time to write from my work desk =) I feel better each day. Jumpa si Sidek anak Alias semalam, it makes me feel good. I miss him everyday, often cry alone trying not to miss him that much. Also Miji Bujie Pwincess. Mish you pukicess. Opssyy =)

In the end of the day, I knew, that the best and the only thing to do is to do what ever you want to do, persetankan yang lain. Sebab berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul.

Hanya orang yang mengalami tahu kesusahan sebenar.

About Living

Dear reader,

I know I've not been writing for quite sometime. There are alot of things happen in my life and I don't know how to put it in words, therefore, I let my blog hanging, unwritten. To whom that read my blog, i am truly sorry not to write and update you guys.

Sometimes i feel like I've been struck by lightning. Seriously dowh. Aku rasa hidup agak selesa sebelum ni; belajar, lek lek, berenang, gelak gelak, gurau senda etc. Tapi sekarang semua sendiri dan rasa macam, Ya Allah.. susahnya hidup. Maaflah, tak bermaksud nak merungut tapi seriously, lepas satu.. satu kejadian yang tidak diingini berlaku dalam hidup. Letih derr.. Letih.

I've been working for almost a year now. I'm okay with it but truly, from the deep of my heart, i wasn't happy about the whole operation. I believe i'm still young in the industry, so i just shut my mouth and smile. Seriously, tahan kata dalam hati memang menyakitkan.

So i applied Master and alhamdullillah dapat; UiTM di hatiku lerr.. =) So i quit my job, just like that. Some say i was stupid because they pay me well. Some say it's about time to let go and padan muka mereka. Some say I should do both; working and studying. People do have their own opinion, I respect that, tapi yang sakitnya aku. Yang sakitnya hati aku. So i quit, without looking back.

My first Master class was last week, got my first bundle of assignments and reading. Terbaik. But then, my car broke down and i have to pay almost 2k to repair it. Eventhough my ibu wanted to help, but i am ashamed to ask for more. She already helped me to pay my study fees, what can i ask for more? I used my saving to pay the bloody mechanic and I'm broke.

After a year of saving, all the money i had is gone. I heard PTPTN or scholarship money will be distribute on May. The saving i had was supposedly to keep me breathing until May, is gone. Hence, with no money to live, i took a part-time job in my previous company. Terasa macam aku dah ludah dan terpaksa jilat balik ludah aku. I was at my lowest point of life. I am still, now.

I am ashamed to be in this position right now. I am angry because all of my savings are gone.I guess life doesn't turn out as what i planned. In this period of time, I believe the best thing to do is to hold on. I should focus on the people and things that i have, not the things that are already gone. In the same time, I should rethink of the relationship between myself and Allah SWT. The relationship i build with Him was not as strong as before. I was stupid.

Everyone has overcome pain, self-loathing and depression at some point in their lives. It seems to be unwritten rule - everyone has to feel a certain time of intense suffering. I truly believe that there's a reason for me to be here (eventhough the reason was completely unclear to me at this point). Life is along haul of trail and error, change and effort and the arduous task of finding myself.