“Get in, get it done, get it done right, get out”

Once, I told my brother about my fear; riding a motorcycle. He laughed at me all day long listening to my weird fear. At least, that’s what he believe; weird fear. But to me, the fear is still inside my bloody mind. Bayangkan..While you’re riding a motorcycle, a makcik wearing a baju kurung kain langsir terjatuh in front of you. Instead of pressing the break, you kinda over press the paddle and kaboomm.. You ran over her and the makcik bleed and her usus kebusshhh and you’ll fell guilty and leave in the jail until the end of the time…scary hu? But that is my fear.. until now. Eventhought im the only one in the family who actually have license D,B (D is for cars, B is for motorcycle under 500cc), i don’t have the balls to ride a motorcycle. ( Balls? Erkk~) and of coz, the fear still hunt me till now. Heih~

Fear is only a feeling in our mind, right? Its all in your mind babe~ like Donald Trump’s father used to say, “Get in, get it done, get it done right, get out”… great. Somehow it sound like having a one night stand. Hahahaha =P lalalalalalala~ ouh, syarifah told me about writing, she said I should write paragraph yang lebih kurang sama panjang, baru nampak menarik. I wanna start with a new paragraph but please, allow me to follow what my tutor say. Urmm.. lalalalalalala.. huhuhuhuhu… hehehhehehehehe… how r u? lalalalalallaallallalala~ im great. I just adopt a cat, tiger namanye =) lalalalala.. gonna tell you about it later.. lalalalalala~ got 1 paragraph to go.. he.he.he.he.. lalalalalala =P urgh.. okay, im done with this paragraph.

I wanna share with you about my recent fear. I think its normal but some how, in a very strange way, it makes me sweat and feeling loya..( lupe la loya dlm English apa.. heih~ ) as you all know, I will start my degree class on tomorrow. Degree in Publishing, and yes, my writing is still suck and merepek. ( Im trying here babe, bagi chan sket ek~ ) this is my fear list about degree :

1) not be able to make friends
2) not be able to control my kelazer’ran mulut ku yang semaking ketara
3) not be able to control my anger
4) not be able to control my face reaction
5) not be able to hide my menyampah feelings
6) not be able to have a good relationship with lectures
7) not be able to have a flying colors results
8) not be able …..

urmm.. I just realize how negative person I am. Gosh, I am not proud of my new fear list. Merepek kerepek betol aku nie..

oh, one more thing. As a normal human being, watching movie is the best thing to do (Sorry if you’re blind. Er, how u gonna read this if you’re blind? Erkk~~~) well, I watched like thousand of great movies and also tv series. I’m not kidding you. I loveeee movies and tv series (but not like makcik tv series. Sory makcik~) so, I was wondering, should I write about movies that I’ve watch? I mean, I read afdlin shauki’s blog and he urge everyone to sebarkan berita mengenai movie terbarunya, lous&faun (betol ke ejaannye?) and yes, guilty, I don’t sebarkan. I don’t know why. I watch that movie and its orait but I don’t know why I don’t have to keinginan to write a movie review. So, the question now is… should I, or should I not write movie review? Urmm… pelek sungguh~

and yes, im done for now. Im sorry for the rojak words I used in my blog. Its Malaysian =) I heart: Malaysia.

Love yourself, family. Love Jason mraz.

nadia alias~