reality

First day + first class + new friends + new journey + new subjects + new institution
= old me.
( I know I make maths look easy =p )

I don’t know where to start.

But when etil’s stuck, I always tell her, “ start with bismillah..”.
bissmillahirahmannirahim..
Urm..still, stuck. Hahaha..


well..

First, I realize that due to my “pengangguran” for 6 month (except my part time work ), i apparently became lembab secara semulajadi. seriously! i mean, i have words to say in my mind but it would not come out from my mouth. it's like my mouth ada penapisan baru and my mouth only say things that i need to say, not what i want to say. for example, today, my lecture asked us to introduce myself. i was in front, standing and all eyes are looking at me. well, to be honest, im not afraid to talk but the only thing i say was "hai, im nadia. im from 225-publishing". erk~ that's all????? i could not believe that's me, nadia alias could only say 2 short darjah 1 sentences. (okay, darjah 3) i used to be a debater ( long long time ago ), i talk like non-stop for 10 minutes, i have my own crazy ideology and there i am, talking shit and still, smiling. heih~ pathetic!
er.. tibe2 lost.. err..

love yourself even more, family. love jason mraz


nadia alias~ peningla~