twice the bodoh

bila my relationship failed.. i always, muhasabah diri balik.. think about the lesson yang dapat.. try not to ulang it in the future..

after my endless night crying, thinking about my future that i believe that im gonna be alone, well.. the lesson that i got is.. LOVE, IS NEVER ENUF. the bodoh part is, this is the lesson i got when i broke up with azrul dulu. bodo kan..? twice the bodo..

love is never enuff..

well, i've been single dulu lebih kurang setahun gak la..before i meet aa.. it's hard. i mean, i tot he was the one. i plan my future and include him in it. i guess, i just have to re-design and re-think and re-do and all the re re re... i just need to re re re everything. yes, e.ve.ry.thing..

i guess, i'll be okay. i guess la..

i believe im gonna cry every 15 minutes..
i believe im gonna be alone for quite sumtimes..
i believe im gonna start my guitar lesson back..
i believe i need to finish membaca buku angel vs demon yang tak habis2 tu..
i believe i'm gonna be okay..
just okay...

kak ngah, i wanna be with you.. let's get naked at the beach.. cant wait to flash my boobs to all the mat salleh at aussie.. asian style. huhuhu.. astagfirullahh... =p