had a big fight with adem tonight. it was me. i was.. bodoh.
i feel really really good when i talk to him. really good, and sometimes i feel like i dont deserve it. so i pick a fight.
and his right, i run everytime i feel happy. therefore, no one can make me happy. no one.
adem have thousand reasons why we shouldnt be friends anymore. i say words that i shouldnt.. my act seems like i hate him. which i dont, at all.
i do love him, as a friend.
it just that sometimes, i feel so low, i feel so lost, i feel so stupid.. and when i look at him, he still smilling. and i feel like i wanna kill him.
his different. that's all.
and im learning you. im learning adem.
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why am i writting this?? urgh..
4 comments:
mungkin patut tenang dan banyak berfikir drpd berkata2.
kan?
ya. amat ya.
we always hurt the ones we love the most...
true. but it hurt me too.. urgh.
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