LOLA

I was taking bath today morning.. Suddenly a flash of memories came across me. I miss ayah. When I was 7, ayah will wake me up early morning and bring me to the toilet while my eyes close. He stand at the right corner of the bathroom and remind me everyday, without fail to soap my whole body. I was lazy and sleepy.. often, i ignore what he said.

I am 24 years old now. I remember the exact word my father said to me every morning, "adik, sabun badan.. nanti tak segar belajar." He's right. He is always right. It took me 17 years to realize that. LOLA, i am. (LOLA =Loading Lambat)

What ever your parent said to you, I know.. I understand you might not understand it.. And you might fight because it against your will.. I know, I understand. but believe me.. When you grow older, and when your parent is not around you anymore, everything will finally make sense. It took me 17 years to realize that.

Please don't be LOLA like me.

I miss you ayah. Do you miss me?