Aku rasa semakin kita membesar.. dewasa.. relationship seems to be more complicated. It was easy back then. I guess when we get older, we become conscious about what we want, we need etc. It's not wrong to know what you want and it's never wrong to have what you need. But then again, life is not just about you. It is never about you.. Always, revolve others.
Today was different from my ordinary day. I woke up, ibu is cleaning the kitchen and playing with 3 kucing kecik. She make my day.. =) then gaji tiba tiba dah masuk.. alhamdullillah =) and Faeizan Kassim kinda drop his boom by saying the 'hell' word; "break up". I do know what to feel. This is the first time he actually say it.. I guess when things doesn't happen like he want it to be, it freak him out. I don't blame him. I kinda prepare myself for this.. gulp!
You know.. ending a relationship is never easy for me. But then again, no one is in control of your happiness but you; therefore, you have the power to change anything about yourself or your life that you want to change.. I guess i was to much for him to handle.
Today was different from my ordinary day. I woke up, ibu is cleaning the kitchen and playing with 3 kucing kecik. She make my day.. =) then gaji tiba tiba dah masuk.. alhamdullillah =) and Faeizan Kassim kinda drop his boom by saying the 'hell' word; "break up". I do know what to feel. This is the first time he actually say it.. I guess when things doesn't happen like he want it to be, it freak him out. I don't blame him. I kinda prepare myself for this.. gulp!
You know.. ending a relationship is never easy for me. But then again, no one is in control of your happiness but you; therefore, you have the power to change anything about yourself or your life that you want to change.. I guess i was to much for him to handle.
Anyway, Raya!!
Happy Raya everybody.
Sedih sebab ayah tiada di sisi. Kan best kalau ayah ada.
Dear Nadia Alias,
Have patience with all things, but chiefly have patience with yourself. Do not lose courage in considering your own imperfections but instantly set about remedying them -- every day begin the task anew.
I am trying to be a better person.
Happy Raya everybody.
Sedih sebab ayah tiada di sisi. Kan best kalau ayah ada.
Dear Nadia Alias,
Have patience with all things, but chiefly have patience with yourself. Do not lose courage in considering your own imperfections but instantly set about remedying them -- every day begin the task anew.
I am trying to be a better person.
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